Achy Breaky Heart

How could this happen to me? It was supposed to be a blast like every other outing. And it wasn't. Boo-hoo. To be honest, I was looking forward for this outing partly because I felt hurt yesterday as I found out that the Convent chinese gang in my school  wasn't inviting me for their outing on this Saturday. T____T Only me. Felt left out. :C Oh well, I can never blend in with them.  

And today was by far the most friggin' pissed off day I've ever gone through. And this is why: One by one turned down the invitation for this outing. Six of them. Grrr. Okay, now it's seven of them. Just received her text messages. GODDAMMIT. T___T Okay fantastic. Whaddayouknow, the outing is officially cancelled. And here I am stuck at my room with nothing exciting to do. I'll literally will go mad if I was forced to stay at home during school hols. I feel like a Sim whose mood baris dangerously red. I need to hang out with friends! Geddit? So, please tqah, I beg you to try your best for this Saturday's outing. Please. There'll be only you and me. 

It was so silly of me to think that they'll turn up for this. :// And I even wrapped the winged heart origami nicely to give it to her. Sigh. I'm desperately need to get fresh air. I need to go out. My father's suspension from work is getting me down. And also my family financial status. Life has pretty must frustrating. What's more it makes me so tired that I do not want to get out of my bed. It used to be easy to cheer myself up. Even a small chunk of chocolate can make me happy for the whole day. But it no longer so as I've grown up. It's complicated. Or am I the one that making it complicated. 

Ahhh, whatever. Life sucks at times. I think I should just stop whining and talk about interesting things to cheer me up. But, ummm there's nothing interesting things to talk about. :(